Thursday, October 14, 2004
x punked x 9:40 PM
well...its after exams..but i'm in a bad mood..VERY bad..hai~ i dunnoe..hai~ so depress!!! felt like dying.. hai~ jus kidding.. i dunnoe why.. hahax..suddenly jus... haiya.. its after exams girl!! why are you so unhappy?? everybody is enjoying it..except me..hai~ wads wrong with me..haiya!!! felt so fed up with everything.. arghhhhh... this is irritating me.. hai.. okok..today i lost my precious name tag thanks to agnes lau qiling...borrowed from me cuz she had to go see margaret..then after that..some name-tag-drop-in-drain story come out..hahax..actually its true larh..but haiya!! i still lost it rite?? she ordered for me already but still..... haiya..shall just depend on christabella's name tag..hai~ and ms masura was staring at my name tag can..well...chris' name tag during some monopoly faciliator training..hahax..felt honoured cuz it was selected by maths teacher cuz they believe that we're able to work as a student leader..whee~ hahax..well..thats dumb..okok..my maths was totally ruined..lost 10 marks cuz i din noe how to do..paper was hard and stupid yiling was like okay wad..hai~ gonna fail everything..i tell u..3/5 here i come.. or even worse..3/4..hai~ and can she like be a kind soul and blah blah blah blah?? hai~ cant stand her somet imes..hai~ theres nothing much bout today..boring day..hai~ last day of exam was suppose to be fun and exciting and nice and haiya..today was none of the above..ok..here goes..after the exams..we had to go for the monopoly faciliators' training..then..went around the school with janice to look for noorain and yiling..cant find them but saw nicole..i smiled and she smiled..hahax..damn funny larh..she was outside the GO..think she's having her exams cuz she din come?? poor her..everybody will be relaxing now and tmw while she have to study for her exams and take them tmw..poor her..hai~ i dunnoe larh..days are getting boring..okok..ya..then after the meeting..we're suppose to meet annurshah and company at bugis..but felt so tired in the end went to TM..hahax..guess wad..we ssaw annurshah they all can..they din go bugis cuz of amira..hahax..fine larh..then walked around..damn tired yiling and i decided to go her house..then..sihui came home too..so we 3 hang out in the study room..toking and toking..then took bus home..i really have no idea why i'm in sucha bad mood..hai~ thats so dumb..hai~ i jus feel like sitting here and rot..hahax..why am i in sucha bad mood when its like after exams?? probably scared of the results..brothers dun even bother de lor..after exams means fun..but me..hai~ i'm so tired now but i'm too lazy to even walk to my bed..hai~ i'm just gonna repeat..why can't that idiot be a kind soul and.......... hai~ i'm just so depressed..i need someone to cheer me up..yesyes..definitely..hai~ everybody got their "entertainer" except me....hai~ felt so extraded in this skool..hahax..crap larh..all this are jus rubbish..hahax..so bored..so bored..hello..its after exams..before exams i was looking forward to after exams..but now.. i'm still NOT HAPPY..can anybody tell me why?? hai~ me myself dun even noe..how do i expect others to noe....hai~ my mother have been quite nicee larh..better le i suppose..maybe im asking for more?? she's just plain biased..hai~ fine larh..enuff of crapping le..perhaps later i will blog some more since i'm jus simply too bored..hai~
why cant you do wad i want you to do..i noe i cant control you..but show me some resect?? hahax..crap la..you idiot..pls pls do this and this and this..jus one msg wll do..pls??pls pls pls pls..hai~ crap larh...byebye
god..i'm depressed..amen..
caught the falling star _
